Monday, October 13, 2008 ; Monday, October 13, 2008 {♥}
here to post again )):
haiishh, life realli boring. wad the point
staying in tis world. i realli dun understand.
feeling so useless and lost. but who cares.
seriously, nowadays i realli keep giving attitude
aspecially zul. idk la. dunno even noe wad
i'm tinking now. hoping to end my life
now. staying on in tis life ish boring.
nobody understand me. evernite tinking
of so much ting. but wad the use.
ish onli my tinking, can it be real?
hoping to see zul the next dae, or
go out with him, but in the end..
ya, i admit zul ish more important den my
friends and family. i noe i treat him better
den you guys. but i keep giving him attitude.
now ad days, mani quarrels and unhappi ting.
tink i going to be crazy. sumtyms, i realli feel myself
very useless. eva since the fasting end, we had less meet.
ya, you told me be4, less meet dosen mean
our love drift apart. but you noe wad i'm tinking?
for the one month we had onli 2 tym getting to see each other.
and now, still cant meet. ya, lyk you sae, mayb i'm still not
mature enough. or even i still dun understand you tat
much. haiish. wad i can do now ish let the god decide
us barhs. if he let us continue den good barhs. if realli
i and him do not hab the fate den..
all up to the god to decide it barhs.
onli one ting i can sae..
iloveyou and no matter wad i will forgive you.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
; Monday, October 13, 2008 {♥}
back and long tym nv post le. but i dun tink anyone miss it. cos alot of ting ish at cynthia's post. ;D
ytd was a very very very tired day. went to work with cynthia, meiling, pearlyn, lim, yingying, christine and peiwen. yen and her friends were dere too. damn lot ppl working at the ferrrer park. regret working. but i onli lyk the day when the pay ish dere. hahaha.
work from 3 to 9. but 8 plus go liaos. papa and mama came and drive me and cynthia go eat.
today got band. meet jastine and cynthia for lunch. mama and papa follow too. went to eat den jiu go for band le. today band tot will be boring but not realli. jasen came onli and teach us den go to the science playground and play. haha. today flute section onli me and cynthia nia. took alot of pi. but too bad i cannot send. my phone ish under service. )):
dunno went den can take back. but i tink cynthia will upload the foto ((:
after band tot can hab my dinner with ♥boyf but.. it a long story. but it all past now. forgive and forget barhs ((:
went to eat KFC with jasen and cynthia. toopid cynthia, laugh so loud. =.=
after eating cynthia went home. jasen was suppose to take bus to jp but he walk dere. far la. after tat he walk to the same direction as me so we talk talk and walk walk lorhs. lols.
finally exam has over. and now i'm jus waiting for the result to be out. eventhough i noe i cant get the marks i wan but i tink i hab try my best barhs. hahaha xD
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Thursday, October 9, 2008 ; Thursday, October 09, 2008 {♥}
took it during my birthdae. i dun hab tis foto so i took from cynthia's blog. i miss those tym together. tmr last day of exam lerhs. so i tink i post again when i free barhs. ((:
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ; Tuesday, October 07, 2008 {♥}
heys, i'm back ((:
jus now after going ♥boyf 's hus den go find cynthia. she with meiling, cynthia, peiwen, christine and jianwei. they at 959 eat. after eating den went to cynthia hus. awhile nia den she nid go fetch dada so we accompany her. go back to her hus. den awhile lim come. we at central saw her in the bus. lols. den she came to cynthia hus to pass memy birthday present. pig ((: haha. thans worhs. btw hab a small quarrel with meiling. and ya, i dun tink ish my fault. but we now okay lerhs barhs. after tat 6 plus go buy bubble tea with peiwen and meiling den send meiling to bus stop den i go pm meet my sista and godfather den peiwen go home. went to eat curry fish head with them. spicy man! ha. i eat abit nia. my sista finish almost the whole fish. after tat i went to buy hi card den i go back to cynthia's hus. accompany her go eat. ha. den now came back home. lols.
meeting jastine and christine at 9 den go find cynthia for breakfast.
to ♥boyf :
tmr ish our 8 months anniversary lerhs.
i am happi tat we can walk tis far, tym for me
really pass slow. we hab been thru so much up
and down but it onli jus 8 months. eventhough we keep
quarrel but i still love you tat much.mayb i often
give you atittude. i'm sorry. you realli make me change
alot and you oso change my life.
iloveyou more den anyting. you noe?
iloooooooveyous {♥}
; Tuesday, October 07, 2008 {♥}
ha ((:
now at ♥boyf 's hus.
todae in the morning meet jastine and kaiting to skool as usual. lent math file from jastine. ha. dunno why so math den i got the heart to revise. but awhile nia den reach skool le. was late de den the prefect ask us to go to the back but we walk back to our class. haha.
toopid sia. at hall exam. math paper one first. almost no tym to complete. left with one question nv do. dunno how to do. after tat chinese paper. sians la. chinese.
after doing all the exam went out of the skool. ha. awhile den jiu go home liaos. went home to bath. rain rain rain!! and now still raining.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Sunday, October 5, 2008 ; Sunday, October 05, 2008 {♥}
ha. back to posting. haven been posting for a very very long tym. lazy to post. ((:
wanted to upload me and ♥boyf pic tat we took ytd. okay, tink i going to post starting from friday barhs. lols. it a long story for me, i tink.
friday ; was anabel and jastine's sista birthdae. ;D bought present for anabel lerhs but still haven give her. in the morning going skool with a swollen eye. o.o ha. they sae i look good with swollen eye plus my hair. lols. after skool went home to bath and meet ♥boyf . dear accompany me to do my hp. such a lousy phone. going to meet christine, pearlyn, meiling and peiwen at 6. meiling went home to bath den she cor me to wait for her den take 99 home together. while waiting for her we i and ♥boyf went to take neoprint. xD he was being force by me. it the first tym we took neoprint together tat jus two of us onli. after tat cor meiling and den went to take bus. after tat we alight at central KFC and went to eat. den peiwen came to find us. eat liaos send ♥boyf home den wait for pearlyn at ♥boyf 's bus stop. christine take the bus first den we follow up. reach jp den decided to go plaza sing. wahs, mani tings dere. but i got no money to buy it. ha ;D jastine cant make it and cynthia fall sick. went to take mrt at around 10. reach home at 11 plus.
saturday ; ytd. went to eat ichiban with cynthia, mummy, jie, andrew and his sista. damn full. i ate alot. but the foto ish not with me. ha. i eat normal meals and kids meal too. becos i want the lollipop. ya, i noe i'm childish. ha. jie and andrew bought me birthday cake. nice man. ><>
sunday ; today. went out with jastine and cynthia. went to jp and but sumting den went to eat. after tat we went to je to take neoprint. ha. long tym nv take with jastine lerhs. remember last tym keep go dere take neoprint. after skool, boom, went dere to take liaos. lols ;D we took a long tym decorde and take foto. was suppose to go imm after tat but nv go lerhs. went to cynthia hus eat maggie =X den ltr 7 plus 8 jastine go home den 9 plus me and cynthia went to eat KFC. ha. den headed home. thans jastine for your present. ((:
tmr exam lerhs. mus STUDY and WORK hard for exam liaos. i noe its late lerhs. ha.
dunno went can i get to meet ♥boyf again. it seem tat we hav realli very less tym to meet liaos and i realli miss the tym we been through..
Labels: will you be dere for me wheneva i need you.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
