090209 ♥

Tuesday, September 9, 2008 ; Tuesday, September 09, 2008 {♥}

i have mani mani tinq to tell you. )):
firstly, realli sorry.
i realli dunno tat i hurt you so much and even qibb you so much worries and sadness.
i read your bloq and saw the post. i went back skool the next morininq and told jastine bout it. she told me tat your bloq has rite quite mani about me. and so i went home and see.
ya, i can see tat you often smile but i tink tat the smile you qave me ish a fake smile. you jus dun wan me to tink so much. realli thans you for beinq so carinq and lovinq. maybe i dunno how to treasure you barhs. i'm jus not a qood fwen of yours. i realli dunno how to show my love and care for you. altouqh my heart wanted to show it out. i still remember we use to pass letter almost everdae and i am the one who stop writinq becos i'm lazy. you even told me to return the letter you wrote for me becos your handwrtinq ish nice and neat. but in the end i kept it. now the letter ish still with me and ish inside my file.
sumtym i see tat when you are with your fwen and you realli smile and lauqh so switly i'm realli jealous. but wad can i do. i'm jus beinq selfish. i miss those tym tat every sundae you went out with my family and came back home late at nite. i realli feel veri useless. when you're in the band quietly i realli dunno how to tok to you. i dun even hab the couraqe to tok you. and jus hopinq tat you will tok to me first.
last tym use to msq you and chat with you and oso chat on the fone. but now we dun even contact lerhs. mayb ish i'm in the wronq. you hab done so much for me lerhs. but i did not actually done anythinq yet.
tat tym went to meilinq hus stay and ask you alonq but you didn wan. mayb ish your parents dun let. but i dun tink so. but you wan to noe wad i tink. my mind tink tat becos the few fwen with me hab qo too. but i dun blame you of cos. becos if i were you i will not qo too. realli sorry.
i hope we can still contact eah other and i will try to encouraqe myself to tok to you in band yeah?
you shud cheer up too. xD

I Y YOU!!

iloooooooveyous {♥}

th' laddyyyye {♥}

Me,Myself &! I.

ATTACHED to Jeff Lee Jiang Wei ♥
~~Jurong Pri~~ Juying Sec
Living in this year for 16 years :D
Secondary 4 this year
Birthday fall on every 4th october :D
I ♥ taking photos with baby :D

cravings {♥}

please grant me !

{♥}Rose from baby
{♥}Celebrate valentines day with baby and friends
{♥}Couple tee with baby
{♥}Go genting with cynthia, meiling, mama, godfather and jie jie tis nov
{♥}Meiling can play her flute again
{♥}Stay at cynthia's hus during feb
{ }Go east coast with cynthia
{♥}Go out with cynthia and jiahuii
{♥}My seniors can come back for the band camp
{ }Cynthia happi always
{ }Go out with liyun , meijiao
{♥}Take ne0 print with cynthia
{ }Buy digital camera with cynthia
{ }Outing with the flute senior
{♥}Nose piercing
{♥}Tongue piercing
{♥}Good result for my E0Y - not good :(
{♥}W990i
{♥}PSP slim
{ }No quarrel with ppl
{♥}MP4
{♥}MP3
{ }Puma jacket
{♥}Cut short hair (reqretted)
{♥}Dye hair
{♥}Reborn my hair
{ }Collect mani mani seashell
{ }Grey skinnies
{♥}Take IC
{ }m)phosis derhs flipflop slipper
{ }Mango tanktop
{♥}Mango longsleeve shirt
{♥}Bear from the bulid a bear workshop
{♥}bangs
{♥}Recieve mani pig during my birthdae
{ }Branded bag

media player {♥}

Please don't stop the music

心愿便利贴 ; damaged ; 99次我爱他 ; if i never see your face again ; disturbia {♥}